December 2011
1 post
June 2011
1 post
Unbelievable
Why is it that you can hang up on me for the xbox but you can’t turn the xbox off for me?
October 2010
1 post
September 2010
1 post
Today was what you would call a perfect day.
Finally, I have a job.
Okay so today was my fourth day at work as a McDonalds cashier. Ugh, Work is so stressful. The first two days would have to be the hardest then as time went by I got better at it. I still don’t understand the Breakfast menu yet, that may take me a while. Another thing I really hate is how every day on my lunch break I have to sit at a four person table with people who can’t speak...
August 2010
39 posts
Is it wrong to want someones undivided attention...
Today was rater sucky and I didn’t talk to you all day. I stay up till 11:30 waiting for you to call and when you finally do you can’t give me your full attention for even 5 minutes.
Am I too early?
I don’t know if this is bad or not but I have my Halloween costume picked out and I’m already excited for it. I know, I’m a baby. I wouldn’t be going trick-or-treating this year but I know someone who never went before and I want to take them. This is probably going to be my last year.
“Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all...”
– Author Unknown
Don't you hate it when you accidentally find...
Day 30- Who are you?
I am me and there is no better answer than that. We are all constantly changing our lifestyles and opinions throughout life. And just face it, we all go through our little phases. Growing up is mandatory in life. We change with our age… Usually begins when we give up old habits and obsessions and find new ones. We don’t always like it but hey, it happens.
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
I need to stop worrying about every little thing. Even when there’s nothing wrong I manage to make something up in my head. I’ve thought about it and realized I’m ridiculous. I made up my mind, I am going to stop this all once and for all. I need to stop accusing people of things, and always trying to read their minds. I need to stop letting my paranoia get the best of me. From...
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how...
Me last year:
Me this year:
I’ve changed a lot over the past year, and I believe it was for the best. I’ve learned who my real friends are and who/who not to trust. I’ve gotten closer with some of my old friends, let go of some, made some new ones, and met someone very special to me. Now that I think back to last year, I wonder why I did some of the stupid crap I did....
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge?
I barly post anything and I thought this challenge seemed like fun.
Day 26- What you think about your friends
I love my friends, all my friends and I’m thankful to have you guys in my life.
There is one friend I’d like thank particular though… I’ve known you for almost 5 years now and honestly, you’re the best friend I could ever ask for. I still remember back in 8th grade, no one wanted to talk to me and I had no friends and I used to sit alone everyday at lunch. You were...
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
You would most likely find: Wallet, iPod touch, Hand sanitizer, Cell phone, Camera, House keys, A few chapsticks, Sunglasses, Some tissues, Make-up, Gum, Some old movie tickets, and the tickets from my trip to the zoo.
MRI Results
Okay, so I got my MRI results a few days ago. Apparently one of the disks in my neck are disintegrating or whatever and another one is bulged. I also have a pinched nerve in there too. My doctor says I will need some surgery but he would rather have me live my life first… When I asked my mom what he ment by that my response I got was “Just incase they paralize or kill you when you get...
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Dear Mom and Dad,
During the past week I feel as if we’ve gotten closer. I had fun Saturday night with you guys, the casino was fun. And the dinner was great. We should try to do things like that more often. I know I may not show it as much as I’d like but I love you guys.
Thank you for putting up with me, I know it’s not easy. I could be a pretty demanding person. I’ll...
Today was a good day.
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
“Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is youer...”
– Dr. Seuss
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone...
We are different yet the same. No two people are exactly the same and no one can be more you than yourself. But since everyone is different doesn’t that make us all the same?
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you...
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being...
Not to be weird or anything but I honestly can’t see anything happening to Jacob and I. He really is the best thing that’s ever happened to me and now that I have him in my life I don’t know how I’d live without him. Call me crazy, But I truly do believe that we are going to stay together…
What A Pain In The Neck
I went to the doctor for my neck today, my neck is killing me. The pain just keeps getting worse and worse. I have an MRI appointment later at 5:45, I have to be there at 5 though. Hopefully they find what’s wrong, I’m pretty positive my ligaments are torn again. If they are I probably need that surgery they were trying to give me a few months ago.
"Ilu" is not the same as "I love you".
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Stephie, Steffa, and Steph are some. My grandma, Emily, and Lenny call me Stephie; Lenny spells it “Steffy” though. Jacob calls me Steffa, and everyone else calls me Steph.
You’re probably wondering where Steffa comes from. There’s like a whole story for it, it’s rather hard to type out though.
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
I have quite a few, I guess I should make a list.
Stop being so paranoid about everything
Quit looking for problems when there’s absolutely nothing to worry about
Get a job
Finish up my room
Go to an amusement park with Jacob
Go on that vacation with Jacob and his mommy with my family we were planning. Visit the casino
Figure out what collage I’m going to
Get everyone else...
Success
So the surprise party Sunday was perfect. It went way better than i thought. Two days before the party I had four dreams about the party going complelely horrible and the night before I had two. In each of those dreams the party failed in a different way. I’ve never had so many dreams about one thing before, shows how nervous I was. Anywho, he was completely surprised and everyone had fun. I...
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives...
I’m pretty content with my life and who I am. I wouldn’t wanna switch with anyone, not even for a day.
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
This is from my last year at Sacred Heart; I was backstage for Hello Dolly.
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs...
#1. Before He Cheats- Carrie Underwood
#2. Stronger- Britney Spears
#3. Voices- Saosin
#4. Dead Memories- Slipknot
#5. Soul Meets Body- Death Cab For Cutie
#6. Mannequin- Katy Perry
#7. How Far We`ve Come- Matchbox Twenty
#8. Free Fall Without a Parachute- Senses Fail
#9. Songs About Me- Trace Adkins
#10. Forever & Always- Taylor Swift
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
I don’t have any on my whole family but this is most of it. It’s just missing my daddy.
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you...
Honestly, I don’t remember being hurt anytime recently. I actually have this horrible habbit of over thinking everything and making my own problems. I always end up upsetting myself…over nothing too.
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you...
I found out about Tumblr from my friend Brittany. I thought it looked like a good place to blog, vent, ramble, and just talk.
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy,...
When I’m happy I listen to whatever I feel like listening to at the moment and if I’m ever sad or upset I pretty much do the same, only difference is if I’m mad I blast it.
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few...
Although I didn’t do much I actually started to re-do my room. I have all my thoughts and ideas together, now all I have to do is paint and get all my thoughts into actions. So far all I have is the paint colors chosen and the frames.
July 2010
13 posts
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
I have quite a few goals for this month and if all goes well I will soon have them completed.
Make sure Jacob’s surprise party goes well
Get everyone their Birthday presents on time
Study then pass my permit test
Finally get myself a job
Re-decorate and paint my room
Go to some sort of amusement park like me and Jacob keep trying to plan
Record some more YouTube videos
Go to the...
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has...
Jacob has made a huge impact in my life. Because of him, I am now an overall happier person. Everyone noticed it, even my parents.
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Mermaid Man! He shows you just how awesome old people can be….
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
This is a picture I took off the ski lift at Hunter Mountain in 2008.
Why must I be such a jealous person?
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
I have this really bad habit of taking every little thing and automaticly thinking of the worst. I guess I’m just a bit too paranoid.
